Day 6-What I am Afraid Of.

I used to be afraid, genuinely scared of nearly everything.
As much as I would like to psych myself that I have fully dealt with all my fears,  that is not true.
However I have also learnt that I don’t have to act on my feelings of fear or out of them because feelings are overrated.
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So what am I afraid of?
Falling in love.( insert face covering emoji)
I have spent the better years of my adulthood creating an electric fence around my heart guarded by men in military uniform.

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The Bible tells me so

Why?  Because I refuse to ever become a victim of a broken heart.
I know loving someone is a choice.
My fear is that once you make that choice, it is ultimate almost like death.
There is no going back, not the same way you came anyway.
Otherwise how are you doing? Are you afraid of anything?

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  1. Joel Jemba

    Hi Love
    I am just checking you
    Actually my thoughts have been you
    All day and everyday ever since I met you
    Even as I write this comment to you
    I just want you to know I love you.

    I see your fear just kicked in, no?

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          1. Joel Jemba

            I wish I still had one, after that response you ripped out my heart.
            I am still bleeding though and you can still save me, with just four magic words ‘I love you too’
            Is that too much to ask for?

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  3. Beaton

    I am afraid of never finding exactly where I belong….. but its okay to FiT OuT I console myself…….
    ~B
    PS β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯

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  4. Sinawo Bukani

    Broken hearts make one cynical and hard. But loving someone is magic, you are never the same again. Save yourself for the one God wants for you and no one else.

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